but when we come up
…..on the cyclical impasse
back underground at old mill
when petey and his peak wicker
…..ensemble insist on making ours
an intimate seating arrangement
when they twang up the whole
…..breadth of the subway car’s
dispersing not me audience
when they don’t lose it
…..as much as loose
their good private shit
breaknecking their way
…..to what might be
the right kind of station
tangentially at a loss and circling
…..in and staring me down
and received and open
to not stopping at all
…..when I nod my fucking head
till they get off at islington
when I keep their mouths going
…..and they transfer with me
up on the airport rocket
and we take it to the bridge
…..baby turn our shit to change
on my last sweet token when
I forget everything they said
…..I keep the one secret
growing so good and big
I pray to quote myself on it